Tomorrow is the last day of the year of 2008. I love new year. Not the upcoming new year, but of all the ritual ceremonies and holidays, the New Year is the best. I love it when the atmosphere is tense and tight, and for one night, the whole world is happy, for one night only. The air is filled with laughter, colorful lights are lit up everywhere, as if everything we fear, avoid, and worry about are all gone, and as if life has always been, and always be like this forever. We forget everything: our fears, our shames, the past, the future. We live in the present moment, just for a few hours.
But when I think of it, what exactly are we celebra